down down down down down day T-T

2day ~ attend motor amali at PPM ~

go wif rui hong and nixon ~

this time de amali ALONE also T-T

6 HOURS SOMEMORE !!! ToT

lecture for 4 hours+ ~

learn motor for 1 hour+ ny ~

AND ME HANDPHONE NO BATTERY SOMEMORE !!!!

=o= zeh nar =o=

yea ~ me learn motor at home b4 der ~

last time me didnt realize yet control motor is not easy ~

but juz now =.= me shame meself infront ppl ~

juz abit ny nar =\

again ~ broodinG again =\

better me dun brood so much juz now =\

while auntie fetch me back until now ~

many things happen ~

ALTHOUGH JUZ HALF AN HOUR !!!

raelly cant tell ~

until now also weepy eyes T-T

once again ~

im completely down rite now T-T

i never feels so down b4 ~

juz w8inG me mom gtg then me can cry alone at room puas puas T-T

yea ~ i am a boy ~

and im a human also !

me got emotions too !

me didnt feels any shame for a boy to cry ~

trying to control me emotion ~

open da facebook to calm down me emotion ~

really helps abit =)

but me mind keepon rise up tat thing :(

although i duno wats da feelinG of 失恋 ~

but i never feels so zeh b4 ~

pressure sad angry and hate !!! ».«

i juz wanna say ~

if i dare ~

i wan to close all me accounts ~

change me phone num ~

erase everything and start new life !!!

but i know tats a duplicity nonsense came out from me mouth ~

and i know i dun dare too ~

and finally ~

i didnt cry much ~

juz several tears dropped ~

tears tat contains hate + disappointed + sad

but still so moody ~

so me wanna join friends to basketball later ~

i know and i hope bsb & friends can cheer me up =\

swearinG for stay out of tat 4eva ~

or i'll deserve those 天打雷劈 thinGs ~

seriously + honestly ~i

've already tired and bored of your behavior ~

not once ~ not twice ~

already many times !!!

enough !!! tats enough !!!

me dun mind u all think these all fake, joke, 做故, lie or wat ~

me take it serious of me every updates ~

and me wont do these on me diary also ~

u know wat ?

u think ur words can affect me emotion until so cham ?

guess again u bitch :p but seriously really got neh o.O

dun care so much nar ~ mostly is ~ not anymore for now :p

cause me dy buahahaha back again =D :p

u know wat ? chocolate really did a good job neh =D

really decompress me much =)

although me got ulcer now ~

but its really heat me up =D

must basketball later ~

fresh me up so me can forgot all those bullshit u said :p

LOL ~ me bely rude hor ? i know =.=

but me juz rude to those ppl who rude to me 1st ny ~

with u all ? wont rude at all de nar =) fong sam barh ~

but not h** !

hmmm =)

up up up up up up abit now =D