Wednesday, August 04, 2010

m^2 :\ [m]oody [m]e :\


i love ma bed :)
ma lovely bed :)

single bed :)
2 layers :)
like bread like that :D
2 pillows :)
one for hug one more head x) :)
2 blanket :)
one for when cold and one for nothin -o=
normal bed :)
but comfortable :)

been through many things on ma bed :)
lie on ma bed no matter im
happy
sad
angry
moody
boring
upset
tired
sick
and so on ...

watched many movies and dramas on ma bed :D
listened many songs on ma bed as well :D
massage chatted many people on bad bed :D
facing da celling and brooded much on ma bed :\
sometimes even cried before on ma bed :\
tear drops ny nah =o=
and so is happy or excited when something nice happened :D :)
hugging ma pillow ...
row 来 row 去 happily like a 5 years old children :D
enjoy x)

2day ...
Thursday ...
Exam day 3 o.O
Science and Moral only ...
normal ...
nothin special ...
wont too hard wont easy for Science ...
rainny mornin ...
me sit under da fan ...
cold cold =o=
exam inG ...
sleep U.U
as usual o.O =x
then Mrs. Laberto ask me not to sleep at exam =o=
said Pengetua last time catch while she patrol around ...
then ask da student to sit outside de class tim =o=
me like neglect ny o.O
then oi oi U.U
zZz inG ...
suddenly Justin woke me up xO
heard headmistress's voice o.O
scolding student next door =o=
lol =o=
sobered me up o.o
scare kena =o=

after recess ...
teacher said got Pendagangan Ceramah ...
then we stay at class nothin to do ...
Juliana said want us to answer some BM paper =o=
for this weekends seminar der =o=
walao eh =o=
oh yea ! o.O
Seminar ...
Seminar Teknik Menjawab Bahasa Malaysia dan Science SPM ...
venue = IKIP Collage Indera Mahkota
weekend Saturday and Sunday =o=
7:00a.m. morning till 5:00p.m. somemore =.=
WHAT THE FARK =o=
ma weekend is RUINING !!! D:
need to pay RM 30 somemore =.=
pay for suffer =.=
teacher force us to go ...
say if we refuse ...
while SPM result ...
need to pay them RM 30 for da result =.=
niama =.=
wanna take our own result also need to pay =.=
嫌钱嫌到酱咩 =.=
we pay for Seminar also useless nah ==
you think we'll pay attention meh =.=
decided to attend one day only ...
damn waste time =.=
for me nah ...

cont ...
after recess ...
nothin to do ...
all consensus to go home =o=
call ma mom come fetch me at recess ...
on da way home ...
chat with mom ...

she said something =.=
feels like 威胁 and 怨 -.=
we not quarrel ...
just some of her lines ...
ruin ma mood and makes me 自卑 =.=

feels sad and moody because of that =.=
mom still duno her words actually hurt ma feelings =.=
not hurt lah o.O
just makes me feels 自卑 =.=
brooding alone in da car while mom buying lunch ...

好烦 =.=
好愤怒 =.=
好自卑 =.=
好想哭 =.=
not her fault nah =o=
im mad bout maself =.=

reached home ...
m^2 :\
[m]oody [m]e :\
walk into ma room quietly ...
lying on ma bed ...
close ma eyes ...
hug ma pillow ...
and rest ...
feels peace :)
but im actually crying inside ma heart ...
男人流汗不流泪 .\ /.

but im fine now :\
me younger brother cheered me up :)
play with him xD
form 5 dy still like children =.=
but thats me :)

♫ --------------------------- ♫
那女孩对我说
说我是一个小偷
偷她的回忆
塞进我的脑海中
我不需要自由
只想背着她的梦
一步步向前走
她给的永远不重
♫ --------------------------- ♫

♫ 黄义达 - 那女对我说 ♫
long time no listen this song dy :)
nice song :)
da lyrics :\
...

♫ 她渐渐忘了我 但是她并不晓得
遍体鳞伤的我 一天也没再爱过 ♫ :\

m^2 :\
[m]oody [m]e :\


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