Wednesday, April 20, 2011

20-April-2011


once again ==
im weird ==
even me ownself also dun understand myself ==
same blood from him ==
thats why? ==
but for me i think ...
feels like more because of my past ...
no matter how i try my best to change it ...
everything is just useless ==
no one will understand ==
心事 for years in my heart ...
no one knows ...
if i willing to tell and vent everything to you ...
maybe you're my wife or any closer relationship like my wife ...
just you'll my VIP ...
a [V]ery [I]mportant [P]erson in my whole life ...
not friend or best friend and not even my girlfriend at future i guess ...
is my wife =)
at future ...
too many thoughts hidden deep inside me...
but now better dy =)
damn glad how what and who i am now =)
trying to be adaptable for my now ...
but my personality still kinda like da past =\
so i own weird personalities that even me also dun understand =\
"磨练"到我这种双重性格 ==
每次都有心无力 =\
心里面是很想 ...
但身体却很不听话 ==
不有胆 ==
身体本身还藏有之前的性格和细胞 ==
so i regret much for my reactions many times ==
and maybe because of this kind of weird personalities ...
i just wont believe everything people said to me ...
compliments ...
especially "that" ==
no i wont believe at all ==
im not being humble ==
just me didnt even believe ==
doubting much ==

just imma weirdo la ==
gettin better better and better now ...
trying to change change change
lack of confidence ==
for years ==
so i need to start a new life at new place D:
just be me D:
a new me at a new place D:
feels like my life's gettin much much better after i met him :D
but i treat him like that ==
sorry my friend =\
seriously you're my best friend EVER ! =\

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basketball this evening -o=
tired like hell ==
feels like wanna vomit again ==

basketball match with friend just now ...
sien =o=
come out yum cha one ==
wanna watch kuantan beating gambang also cant ...
friend non stop ngai ==
me non stop okay la okay la ==
cause dunwanna watch alone ==
yearning much yum cha with those 癫癫 de xD
chat what what conversation also can 癫 with me xD
2moro stay home ==
if no any exciting match la =o=

19 April 2011
不要等事情发生 要令事情发生
绝对不能错过应该和必须的时候
等到后悔莫及才不停的责怪自己...
太迟了 ==

Day 7
希望之光 :D
Berita Harian !
really damn useful ! :DD
waste whole morning searching also useless =o=
better read Berita Harian's middle for SPM that part :D
thankiu bely muchy leng nui

20 April 2011
Angry Bird
Letrix

yes ... im a weirdo =\
and i hate myself =\

αиɢ_ɢυ_ɢυ's єʍσтισи ρн
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