8-May-2011 im 18 now but still worry much and feel no freedom =.=

friends ask for yum cha ..

coming to fetch me ..

me reject and said wanna ownself drive there ...

now i regret dy =.=

ruined my mood only ==

seriously im 18 years old now..

but me still worry much and feel no freedom ==

yum cha at Taj ecm there ...

bro call by and ask me to better come back earlier ...

dun out so late ==

somemore said dad inform me de ==

relationship between me and dad not that well de ...

later me late go back sure quarrel again ==

i think la ==

yum cha ing ...

有说有笑

entirely ruined ==

worrying and considering leave or stay ==

stay and song box with them still 2:00a.m.+

or back to home and sleep ==

and i left at last ==

reached bro somemore lecture me =.=

said what 伤身 what 出酱夜不好 this and that

scare me sleepy later driving not steady ...

yea i know ==

but they lecture only i ownself drive till so late ==

friend fetch few times also nothing ==

somemore reached home ...

onlining and worrying as usual ==

scare later mom came out from room saw me then lecture again ==

and no doubt ==

mom suddenly came out from her room ...

computer just beside the room ...

then lecture again ==

不可以出夜街都算了 ...

连玩下电脑都不可以 ==

normally i also late oioi one ==

whats the different ? ==

seriously ==

i've been GOOD for years dy ==

not one or two ...

or even 5 or 6 ...

IS 18 YEARS ! ! !

not even fight at school !

not even smoke !

not even alcohol often !

common those bad de thing not even connected with me !

JUST !

gimme some freedom and privacy can anot ?! ==

im a teen and im 18 now ! ==

im not clubbing also ==

just hanging out with friends ...

go for movies and karaoke only mar ! ==

its that too much to ask ?!

not that serious and awful also isnt it ?!

friends mocking at me as im a under age kid ==

my family ==

just too good ==

not even one is bad one ==

means 烂仔 or what ==

not even a smoker among ==

i think la ...

but till now also i didnt meet any cousin smoking de ...

yea ==

just too good ==

so every thing become so ...

strict !

not open at all !

traditional !

wood !

sometimes i really want to be a 烂仔 ==

seriously damn envy those 烂仔 ==

cause some of their family is also like that de ...

so their parents ownself also nothing much to say ...

and main thing is they understand well what their children feels ..

so they let their children do things they wanna do ...

like my friend's parents ==

not care no much ...

is 放心 !

and understand well what their son and daughter feels ...

maybe people will think im stupid ..

got such fine de family somemore complaint ...

BUT THIS IS WHAT I FELT !

FUCK THAT !

tired to be controled ==

cant just my parents also understand what i feels also ?

i mean ...

they young before also right ?

so they should be understood !

argh ! ==

mood ruined ==

im 18 now but me still control by parents ==

try to 放心 then you wont 担心 much ==

不要句句都讲怕我学坏 ==

我要学坏我不会等到现在 ==

可能继续这样会逼到我学坏也不一定 ==

我不是在威胁你 ==

反正我迟早都要出去自立下的 ==

不用迟早 ==

就明年罢了 ==

这个年未也是 ==

PLKN ==

fucking looking forward to my college life next year ==

就当给我体会了才后悔 ==

我甘愿 ==

say no more ==

off and sleep 1st ==

later mom come out again and lecture me again ==

yea ==

im worrying now ==

computer late abit also 提心吊胆 like a kid before ==

bad mood right now ==

dunwanna argue with her ==

somemore 2day Mothers day ==

hapi mothers day ! ==

美女厨房 1st ==

watch back recently cause nothing to do ..

still that nice and funny xD

KL again 2moro ==

1:30p.m. de bus gua ==

errr.....

hurray ==

for mom...

FINE ! ==

8 May 2011

1st time 弄花 mom's car ==

fetch brother after basketball yesterday evening ==

bro told me he's buying things at 7Eleven ..

then me U-turn and go fetch him ...

Restaurant Air Putih there ...

A FREAKIN YORK AIR COND DE TRUK PARKING AT THERE !

PARK 到酱出 !

turn inside there saw many cars ...

then a Triton like own the whole road ...

me mar brake and turn abit lor ==

then suddenly heard some scratching sound o.o

OH FUCK ! ==

reached home and see ==

两条线 ==

很明显 ==

DARN IT ! ==

1st time ever ==

DAMN IT !

8 May 2011

mom ==

please !

try to understand how and what i feel ==

me no longer kid anymore ==

im a 18 years old teen right now ==

and im understand well what im doin ==

im very sober and know to distinguish which is good what is bad ==

just 放心 abit CAN ANOT ==

treat me as a adult !

【 αиɢ_ɢυ_ɢυ's єʍσтισи ρн 】

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