04-December-2011 Truth Out :)

前天 =o=

too tired to out -o=

baru back from camp =o=

friend ask for yum cha and movie at late nite me also didnt join -o=

then yesterday wet with Kemaman de friend :D

Guan Shen Jian Xi :DD

afternoon till late nite =o=

Kuantan Parade

East Coast Mall

Mega Mall o.O

Kuantan Parade pc fair

Guan Shen buy shoe

then ecm 2 hours Songbox room 23th :D

我唱出世界所有你爱听的歌 直到我沙了哑了也不觉口渴 ♪

then dinner at 大排档 behind ecm there o.O

rain =o=

淋雨 back to car and head to mega for capcom o.O

Initial D AA :DD

then da punch machine :目

then snooker awhile and back Seng house at 11:30p.m.

they haven reach yet =o=

fetch Jian Xi to 万兴 basketball court for a look :O

friend said 装修 dy wor o.O

DAMN NICE LOR !

fence around :D

block da rain and sun x)

somemore da basket !

standard basket wehh !!!

damn nice lo !

basketball awhile and back Seng home take photo ...

they eat durian =o=

then back home online till 1:00a.m.

moody and sleep :\

friends ask to follow and join them back Kemaman one day trip =o=

bbq all those =o=

hmmmm :\

go only la :O

other friend ask me to KL with them =o=

2day o.O

too rush la =o=

somemore too far =o=

needa walk and move much =o=

me baru come back ny needa rest =o=

somemore me dunhave so much money to spent =o=

although BSN there got RM250+

then later got more RM200 for me la =o=

mmmmm....

KEMAMAN NY LA ! :O

better me go :\

or i'll be alone at Kuantan ..

all friends out station left me alone home at Kuantan :\

brooding much while alone :\

sadly ... is about her :|

mentioned before ...

me met someone special at PLKN :\

knew her at 1st also nothing de ==

hang out much with her then slowly advert ==

she's cute ==

adorable and attractive ==

pathetically i have to admit so ==

she's not da prettiest girl i've every met ..

but shes da most cutest girl i've every knew :\

seriously she's just damn cute to stare :\

duno why i felt so :\

cute personalities ..

maybe thats why :\

yea thats why i c....

yea crush ==

hmmm :\

times and times trying to control myself

somemore me even purposely distance with her :\

but me just too soft-hearted ==

she even cried when im not there ==

到底是什么意思 ==

hesitate much ==

somemore her friends non stop cue us ==

what be with him be with her ah ..

somemore keep making chances for us to be close -.=

these and that =o=

they even felt she likes me ==

impossible lor -o=

so making me blur always ==

but as we said ...

we just BEST FRIEND !

but i've been asking myself ever since ...

izit just best friend ? :\

why inside me sad while she with other boys ==

seriously ==

you such a FLIRT-ER ==

maybe you're not ...

but i felt so :\

not i but we ==

we felt so ==

no idea ==

then discuss with friend i knew and realized ...

yea ==

likey before crush ==

hmmm :\

times and times ...

lepak alone at rest room watching Astro Hitz

to cheer me up and calm me down :\

put down and control myself ...

but seriously just hard ==

ache

mad

angry

sad

blur

and worry :\

one of da reason why me dunwanna back to PLKN after Haji ...

actually :\

is to far from you :\

dunwanna face you anymore :\

told myself not to crush on anyone after THAT :\

but me 乌鸦嘴 just too 衰 dy ==

before PLKN yum cha with friend somemore said

:"hoohoo :D 你看着啦 :O 进去当兵的时候一定给我遇到我喜欢的 awek 的 :D"

petpet mouth ==

我只是去当兵罢了咧 ==

why now ==

why her ==

somemore last time me quarrel with 矮子 at there ...

then they like fear me because of my 冲动 and violent ==

thinking this is a best chance to distance with her ..

yea keep scare me and far from me la ==

why somemore wanna tam back me ==

tepuk tepuk junjun somemore ==

soft-hearted me :\

and i hate Sunday :\

cause every Sunday i'll close to her :\

somemore play insanely with her ==

shes just too cute to accompany ==

:\

slowly slowly ..

inside ache while she said she crushed on someone :\

malay =o=

jealous :\

but me non stop remind myself we just best friend ==

is hard ..

可是我撑得住 :\

but she keep NON STOP mention mention and mention her minat infront me :\

heart broke billion times ==

mention him every single day ==

hurt me every single time :\

feels like knife through my heart times and times :\

she'll never understand :\

how i felt so ..

and how i can pretend like nothing ..

somemore can smile and laugh infront but actually damn upset behind that face :\

back dorm lay on da bed staring da ceiling and blanked after rollcall :\

or sometimes sit and da stairs infront dorm and looked up at the stars :\

somemore last day at PLKN also hurt me ==

last day also wanna mention ==

i think imma most GONG people in da world :\

帮自己喜欢的女生追她喜欢的男生 :\

成全喜欢的人 不是为了看着她寂寞 ~ ♪

somemore dunwanna told her bad news bout that guy ...

scare later she heartbroke and moody :\

cause me wanna protect you :)

hmm hmm ;)

how foolish i am ==

cause me non stop remind myself we just BEST FRIEND :\

but we're not actually ..

even last day she not even greet me much while me leaving :\

but she cried so hard while HIM leave :\

hmm hmm ==

somemore yesterdays those posts :\

affect me :\

gladly not much :)

but still affected my mood :\

luckily me keep and swallow back my words :\

own her a bear hug ..

wanna return back at last day with my confession actually ..

*JUST confession only dun think too much*

*只是告白不是示爱*

but after her reacts bout HIM :\

hmm hmm ;)

completely silent because of disappointment ...

心淡了 .. 说不出口了 :)

也觉得没有那个必要告白 :)

me person leave da camp ...

then my feelings bout her leave at camp :)

wont even bring back that darn feeling ..

aint yearning much at all ...

bye ;)

you :)

seriously you're da 1st girl i liked like this :)

in reality la :)

not on network or what o.O

cause we same camp =o=

every morning also we met and saw each other :)

somemore only 11+ chinese there so we hang out much together always :)

you :)

you're da 1st girl me close and play with that close :)

then among friends around this age ...

you're da 2nd girl i hugged :)

and till now ...

you're da 3rd girl who hurt me that much :)

not your fault also actually ...

我一厢情愿的 :)

cant resist your charm and let you get to me :)

foolish me ;)

thanks back to you anyways :)

thanks for being childish with me whole camp long x)

play and step at each other foot =o=

prank each other and poke to da waist D:

being such 默契 and 心灵相通 =o=

seriously no idea why lor -o=

somemore shocked cause MANY TIMES !

we said da same thing =o=

same line =o=

same opinion =o=

same thinking =o=

you copy me i copy you like a mirror =o=

copy meow copy 猪 lol -o=

hmm hmm ;)

memorable :)

thanks for gimme a chance to meet someone special like you :)

thanks for making my PLKN life such memorable full with colour :)

thanks for you cuteness and play with me such crazily x)

thanks for you so that my diary full with words :)

almost every single page i mentioned bout you :)

now ...

things just past ..

so ..

goodbye my love :)

say no more ...

express too much ...

hungry dy =o=

lunch 1st :O

then later prepare to Kemaman with friends :)

kinda tired actually ...

friends keep bribing me but me dunwanna join at 1st de ..

but i needa clear my mind :)

lunch ! :O

bath ! :O

pack ! :O

and Kemaman :DD

04 December 2011

changed ma mind :O

Kemaman half day trip :O

here i come :DD

truth out :O

express too much :)

nothing also de ...

just a foolish botak who enunciates :)

wuuuu btw :o

when i praise you charming then you always said only malay minat you no chinese minat you izit :)

here :O

我嘛是咯 :)

been minat you for 2months dy tim :)

ekhkhem :o

ONG AI RIN 王爱莹 :)

I LIKEY YOU 我喜欢你 :)

i mean

I LIKED YOU before :)

我喜欢过你 :)

wish you happiness forever .. Nuruairin :)

【 αиɢ_ɢυ_ɢυ's єʍσтισи ρн 】

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