Wednesday, August 04, 2010

m^2 :\ [m]oody [m]e :\


i love ma bed :)
ma lovely bed :)

single bed :)
2 layers :)
like bread like that :D
2 pillows :)
one for hug one more head x) :)
2 blanket :)
one for when cold and one for nothin -o=
normal bed :)
but comfortable :)

been through many things on ma bed :)
lie on ma bed no matter im
happy
sad
angry
moody
boring
upset
tired
sick
and so on ...

watched many movies and dramas on ma bed :D
listened many songs on ma bed as well :D
massage chatted many people on bad bed :D
facing da celling and brooded much on ma bed :\
sometimes even cried before on ma bed :\
tear drops ny nah =o=
and so is happy or excited when something nice happened :D :)
hugging ma pillow ...
row 来 row 去 happily like a 5 years old children :D
enjoy x)

2day ...
Thursday ...
Exam day 3 o.O
Science and Moral only ...
normal ...
nothin special ...
wont too hard wont easy for Science ...
rainny mornin ...
me sit under da fan ...
cold cold =o=
exam inG ...
sleep U.U
as usual o.O =x
then Mrs. Laberto ask me not to sleep at exam =o=
said Pengetua last time catch while she patrol around ...
then ask da student to sit outside de class tim =o=
me like neglect ny o.O
then oi oi U.U
zZz inG ...
suddenly Justin woke me up xO
heard headmistress's voice o.O
scolding student next door =o=
lol =o=
sobered me up o.o
scare kena =o=

after recess ...
teacher said got Pendagangan Ceramah ...
then we stay at class nothin to do ...
Juliana said want us to answer some BM paper =o=
for this weekends seminar der =o=
walao eh =o=
oh yea ! o.O
Seminar ...
Seminar Teknik Menjawab Bahasa Malaysia dan Science SPM ...
venue = IKIP Collage Indera Mahkota
weekend Saturday and Sunday =o=
7:00a.m. morning till 5:00p.m. somemore =.=
WHAT THE FARK =o=
ma weekend is RUINING !!! D:
need to pay RM 30 somemore =.=
pay for suffer =.=
teacher force us to go ...
say if we refuse ...
while SPM result ...
need to pay them RM 30 for da result =.=
niama =.=
wanna take our own result also need to pay =.=
嫌钱嫌到酱咩 =.=
we pay for Seminar also useless nah ==
you think we'll pay attention meh =.=
decided to attend one day only ...
damn waste time =.=
for me nah ...

cont ...
after recess ...
nothin to do ...
all consensus to go home =o=
call ma mom come fetch me at recess ...
on da way home ...
chat with mom ...

she said something =.=
feels like 威胁 and 怨 -.=
we not quarrel ...
just some of her lines ...
ruin ma mood and makes me 自卑 =.=

feels sad and moody because of that =.=
mom still duno her words actually hurt ma feelings =.=
not hurt lah o.O
just makes me feels 自卑 =.=
brooding alone in da car while mom buying lunch ...

好烦 =.=
好愤怒 =.=
好自卑 =.=
好想哭 =.=
not her fault nah =o=
im mad bout maself =.=

reached home ...
m^2 :\
[m]oody [m]e :\
walk into ma room quietly ...
lying on ma bed ...
close ma eyes ...
hug ma pillow ...
and rest ...
feels peace :)
but im actually crying inside ma heart ...
男人流汗不流泪 .\ /.

but im fine now :\
me younger brother cheered me up :)
play with him xD
form 5 dy still like children =.=
but thats me :)

♫ --------------------------- ♫
那女孩对我说
说我是一个小偷
偷她的回忆
塞进我的脑海中
我不需要自由
只想背着她的梦
一步步向前走
她给的永远不重
♫ --------------------------- ♫

♫ 黄义达 - 那女对我说 ♫
long time no listen this song dy :)
nice song :)
da lyrics :\
...

♫ 她渐渐忘了我 但是她并不晓得
遍体鳞伤的我 一天也没再爱过 ♫ :\

m^2 :\
[m]oody [m]e :\


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Tuesday, August 03, 2010

face the fact =.= im noob =.= damn noob =.=


yesterday ...
3rd August
Addmaths Tuition Mr. Ching's birthday :D
our class celebrate with him ! :D
last nite ...
me usual arrived late der ...
me reached ...
saw Jia Min them preparing the cakes at downstairs ...
ask me not to announce and remain duno ...

went to upstairs ...
teacher still teaching infront ...
then front row student off da lights :O
not all nah ...
left da wall lamp oni :O
dark dark :O
then birthday cake fetched up by singing birthday song to birthday boy ...
teacher no much emotions one =o=
like no rasa like that =o=
but he seems like quite happy ...
and said :"cakes and waters only ... something missing ... SWEETS ! how can without sweets one"
then he shares sweets to all of us :D
Secret Recipe's Cappuccino Strawberry Cheese cake and a sponge cake ...
me skipped da cake cause baru dinner ...
everyone were happy o.O
and so do our birthday boy Ah Ching :D

2 wishes wished from Mr. Ching ...
one is private ...
one is for us Tuesday nite class ...
wished us score addmaths well at SPM ...
thankiew :D

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drivin test ...
dunwanna mention much ==
i wanna suicide now ==
i past uphill ...
i past Jalan Raya ...
BUT I FAILED ON DA PART I MASTER MOST PART !
PARKING !!!
THAT CHI BAI LAN JIAO BULL SHIT KANCIL'S SIDE MIRROR !!!
LUI SEI NGO !!!!!!!!! =.=
ma 1st attempt was PERFECT dy der ==
and because of
THAT CHI BAI LAN JIAO BULL SHIT KANCIL'S SIDE MIRROR
and
maself ! ==
ma car dy inside da box ...
but because of da 不习惯 !
and ma klutz thinking ==
ma whole mood ruined =.=

me usual drive Kelisa der ==
suddenly using Kancil's side mirror ...
da sight suddenly become far ...
makes me blur ==
and ma klutz thinking ==
me saw da Malay girl raise up her hand ...
then me followed unconsciously without check ma car isit completely inside the box =.=
me hand dy raised up me only realize =.=
quickly put down ma hand and correct ma mistake ...
but da 考官 ask me to get out =.=
said :"dah kandas"
me completely zeh ==
beside me that small malay girl also done well ==
and me usual perform damn WELL on this part de also gagal =.=
completely pissed me off =.=

then uncle come late again !
waiting him for bout 1 hours+ !!!
and its 12:35p.m. NOON !!!
more pissed me off =.=

but suddenly ...
a malay girl came by and chat with me ...
same drivin test ...
she failed her parking part also ...
then a malay guy came by and chat 2gether ...
lol =o=
but thanks anyway to da malay girl :)
she consoled me :)
she still like aiyarrr D: nvm :D try again next time loh :D
im completely pissed off and shocked dy =.=
she still can so relax =o=
admire b-o=d
but still ...
im still bo mood =.=
retest da parking =.=
uncles here o.O
finally you come =o=
show him da result ...
then ask him need to retest ornot ...
and next friday is da day =.=
he also shocked why me can failed ma parking ...
cause he saw before ma performance ...
should be fine der ...
but thats da fact ...
i failed ma parking part ==
retest da parking next friday =.=

btw ...
2day at PMC =o=
GOT LENG NUI !!! xo
me not kap nui inG nah =o=
cause PMC several Chinese girls der =o=
so they'll bely 抢眼 at PMC ...
leng somemore der =o=
更加注意到咯 =o=

long hair with blonde 发尾
smooth skin
bit chubby face :D
150 cm+ :D
yellow t-shirt blue jeans with a spec :D
describe well hor :D
cause she sit opposite me ny this morning :D
keep staring each other =x
stare at her ...
she stare back me ! o.o
quickly change ma sight ...
shame shame :\
over shoot her ...
saw her stare at me ...
stare back her o.O
she shame shame xD
she looks so familiar o.O
where i saw her before o.O
真的啦 =o=
ignored o.O

me 11:00a.m. only start da drivin test ...
me sesi dua der o.O
3 hours =.=
damn long ==
sit on da bench at corridor ...
waiting ...
saw that leng nui again o.O
sitting on da next bench ...
ALONE :O
过去陪她 :D
讲下笑不是好咯 =o=
我敢的话就不用酱内向了呐 -o=

wait wait wait ...
playin ma phone inG ...
suddenly saw a yellow o.O
look up for curious o.O
that leng nui neh ! o.o
she sit beside me o.o
cause other bench like full dy o.O
偷笑 x) :) =x
wanna ask her a question but me dun dare =o=
cause me saw her mix with malays o.O
wondering shes a chinese or malay o.O
but she looks like chinese =o=
leng somemore de tim =x
and finally =o=
while drivin test ...
考官 shouted her name :D
chinese name but forgot what name dy D:
duno she pass anot neh =o=
if no pass mar good noh =x
can meet again next time xD =x

unacceptable + unbelievable ...
well ...
thats da fact ...
so me just face and admit ny ...
i failed ma drivin test =.=
im noob =.=
laugh me then =.=
i know you will =.=
we'll see 2moro ==

why ? =.= *suiciding*

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put put ceh licence ! :D here i come !!! xD


no tuition last nite ...
teacher duno go what course o.O
gtg hang out with friends at 满兴 pasar malam :D
终于可以好好的逛 pasar malam -o=
cause me every monday tuition der ...
just simply walk around ny then go tuition dy ...
but yesterday also no much explore also =o=
ha =o=
just eat ny -o=
打机 until 10:00p.m. with friends :\
suddenly -.=
yiyeganji :\
sucks + hate =.=
aint yearnin at all -.=
moody -.=

go home ...
feels like wanna long 街 for awhile :\
still moody :\
had a ride around ma house ...
lap motor :D
damn fast :\
damn furious :\
damn dangerous :\
but
damn relax :)

reached home ...
still moody :(
but something cheer up me x) :)
潮性辦公室 xD

潮性辦公室 - ROSA :D
我丢你 .\ /. xD

潮性辦公室 - 送水輝哥 :D
我丢 !!! .\ /.
xD

潮性辦公室 :D
long time no watch dy xD
last time keep watch der :D
now watch back after friend post this at facebook ...
damn 搞笑 xD
cheered up :)

2day =o=
exam =o=
didnt even revision last nite ...
wanna do some revision on addmaths der ...
but bo mood =.=

subjects ...
BM, English, and addmaths ...
LOL =o=
its way much easier than what i've expected last nite =o=
quite easy somemore =o=
BM no problem o.O

addmaths luckily friend got give abit tips =x
just two question only lah =o=
abit somemore de tim -.=
some question looks and feels so familiar ...
try to do but have no clue -.=
form 4 didnt pay attention nah -o=
now only regret =o=
haha -o=
i admit =.=
ma addmaths quite sucks -.=
but i think this time should be a 15%+ gua o.O
hope so =o=
cause addmaths SPM 10% dy past o.O

English -.=
exam inG ...
捂着头 and think those points and how to write inG ...
felt asleep =.=
god damn it -.=
不够时间做 D:
rush da essay only -.=
da novel part just simply do abit ny =.=

2moro exam Sejarah. Maths, and Chinese o.O
heh =o=
2moro me got test also neh =o=
car licence der o.O
car licence more important =o=
so i'll neglect 2moro's test =x
need to do revision 2nite =o=
learn car = revision =o=
fast fast pass nah D:
desperating to get ma car licence dy D:
put put ceh licence arr D:
come to me babeh D:

o.O !
5:00p.m. dy o.O
2day me got car lesson o.O
forgot izit 4:00p.m. or 5:00p.m. =.=
5:00p.m -.=
cant see bearbear's noob face dy D:
i mean cute face dy D:

sei uncle =.=
always like that one =.=
arrived in time seems like bely hard to a such busy man like him -.=
hm =.=
fast fast 2moro D:
搞定左 D:
worry no more dy D:

car lesson -ed ...
PMC =o=
bit bit 陌生 -o=
one week+ no go dy noh :O
everythin goin quite well ...
not quite well !
is da most well done lesson ever since !!! xD
uncle ask me to practice parking maself again ...
2day ...
feels like me dy own da whole parking ground :D
im da only one still practice just now o.O
爽 :D
peace :D
monkey around with uncle's car xD
keep panel hard hard around PMC .\ /.
好过瘾 =x
practice parking ...
practice parking ...
practice parking ...
sien :\
stop at other side ...
practice ma 1st gear .\ /.
tried many ways ...
and finally me discover da best way xD
but uncle's car like =x
damaged =x
keep "chok" ny -o=
many many times =o=
AW !!! xD
适应到 一号 gear 了 xD
finally =o=
then uncle ask me go practice uphill o.O
waiting there ...
a malay infront me ...
her attempt was like 2erm -o=
5 minutes ? o.O
等到毫不耐烦 -.=
cause she keep roll down and try again and again -.=
ma turn ! :D
stop at da top ...
then follow step by step :D
then :D
死活 =.=
死活 3 times somemore !!! =.=
好鱼皮 =.=
still wanna laugh people =.=
不敢了 =.=
then she left o.O
then da whole ground like mine again =o=
nice ! :D
practice alone seriously .\ /.
and finally also !!! xD
掌握到了 ToT
好满足 *^* x)

finish ma lesson ...
time to go back ...
last lesson -.=
guess uncle teach me what ? ==
he teach me to over take people and speed =o=
keep ask me panel panel and panel ny =o=
"快点快点 !:" =o=
at beserah road there =o=
1st time 100 km/j+ -o=
he ask me so somemore de tim =o=
90 km/j dy still ask me to speed more =o=
heh -o=
吸收着 吸收着 =o=
thanks for teaching =o=

reached home ...
suddenly feels ma arm bely tired and ache =o=
long time no drive dy =o=
好累好酸 -o=
cold shower-ed
bo mood :\
later nite got tuition somemore D:
more bo mood :\
haiz ...
fine barh ...
watch more 潮性辦公室 perhaps ? :O
nice idea :D


wish me luck on ma car test 2moro ...
pass jor me come fetch you har :D
IF ! you dare to had a ride on ma car :) -o=

put put ceh licence ! :D
here i come !!! xD

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