Tuesday, January 03, 2012

3-January-2012 一想到过后的日子, 真的很想哭 ==




wuuu ma 1st blog post in 2012 :O

oh yeah ~.~

update last nite like a lou sai ~.~

rush rush rush :O
tension -o=
freakin ==
duno what so nervous also ==
feels like everything just that rush and lack of time for me to breath -o=
things so past so fast =o=
last year ...
2011
rewind back everything last year
many things happen :|
good and bad
joyful and sorrows
hmmmm :\
wondering hows my picha diary after 1 year =o=
1 year enough dy la =o=
things will be start "interesting" next week =o=
yeah =o=
start this Sunday =o=
accompany mom to KL at 8th
follow up at 9th then mom straight away back Kuantan by bus at noon o.O
then me stay at there 2 or 3 days after mom leave ..
survey and visit to TARC :O
and friends place =o=

petpet apartment -.=
friend video and show me da room through facebook ..
left 2 small room only ..
yea ==
DA SO DAMN SMALL ONE !
square room 4 walls one window ==
one more table and closet then full dy no much space more to walk ==
SOMEMORE FRAEKIN 1 PLUG ONLY ! ==
RM210
electric, water and wifi provided :O
but needa pay separately lor -o=
5 minutes walk from apartment to college =o=
and 5 minutes walk from apartment to LRT station also =o=
not sure got what entertainment and duno da apartment under guard anot de =o=
then mainthing is ...
one friend only =.=
now la =o=
maybe later more also not sure leh :DD
ahaha :D *自己安慰自己*

then after visit TARC and friends place ..
maybe meet with HER at KL :DD
gai gai :P
she teaching at Taman... Desa? o.O
but she stay at her friend's sister house :O
WHIIIIIIICH ! :DD
near by i stay de cheras condo :DD
kinda near leh :D
from da google map la  :'(
but also kinda near la =o=
few streets and one big street like that lor -o=
may everything goin well like expected D:
i miss my best friend neh =\
somemore no computer for her to online only phone to sms =o=
my petpet recently problem much ==
needa wait for hours ny recover somemore ==
yiiiiyerrrr petpet phone D:
fine ==
我迟早换掉你的反正 ==

after 1 or 2 days at KL ..
then bus and back Jerantut help cousin at shop o.O
for months -o=
but new year got come back la =o=
ownself one room :O
priiiiiiiiiiiiiiiivaaaaaaaaaaaaaacy :DD
somemore bigger de room than that petpet apartment -o=
rectangle room with 3 windows =o=
a freakin big closet to use =o=
somemore plugs everywhere D:
somemore got air cond =o=
somemore is totally free de la -.=
only no wifi ny la =o=
then no friends somemore :(
and no basketball lor :(
got la =o=
just ! :(
怎样过哦四五个月没有朋友 :(
怎样都是关丹的朋友比较亲嘛 :(
got one =o=
PLKN de friend lor :\
but kinda dislike him de :x
annoying :x
with cousins =o=
can play de only =o=
表哥 only =o=
kinda dislike him ever since somemore de :x
but can work this out de la =o=
then with my 舅舅 阿姨 them lor =o=
no friends no basketball ..
then no computer and no online somemore ..
seriously i'll insane lor ==
FRAEKIN THAT TYPE ==
so me bought a laptop earlier o.O

ASUS :O
booked dy this Saturday get :O
i7 processor o.O
4 core o.O
4gb ram o.O
2gb graphic card o.O
below 4k only de la =o=
cause own self effort ..
so choose a fine and budget one =o=
use my salary in this few months to buy lor :o
use too much mom de money dy so wanna effort myself :目
somemore dunwan she buy cause later she can 威胁 me :x
my 1st computer :DD
own computer somemore :O
privacy :D
没有人跟我抢 :P
then thinking about broadband o.O
after friend intro and explain ..
awww ==
cause  me kinda those 宅男 type de -.=
watch movie watch youtube watch PPS de ..
somemore me thinking for use those reload de broadband 
cause broadband spent more if download all those de mar -o=
awwwww T_T
me effort myself de leh T_T
then no more left for my clothes dy lo D:
钱真难赚 =o=
可是真容易花 -o=
somemore before thinking bout Macbook de tim :x
but ASUS enough for me dy la =o=
我没有钱的 :)

bought a laptop earlier :O
for games la half half :x
okay mostly for games ==
and my course require a minimum i5 laptop also mar =o=
then after job ..
back Kuantan awhile o.O
and college dy D:
not sure yet de la =o=
cause not yet register also ..
but friend said no problem de o.O
cause he also oneself register at there de =o=
5 credits wor at least o.O
me ngam ngam =o=
me noob mar -.=

so this is my schedule =o=
expecting and planing de schedule la =o=
still long time somemore =o=
but duno why feels so tension and rush -o=
kinda like errrr =o=
OMG OMG D:
no much time left D:
needa fast needa fast D:
fast fast gao dim 1st D:
=o=
nothing to gao dim also now =o=
but duno why still so tension -.=
ever since retest BM last time me start tension like that ==
needa rest -o=
although im already do nothing and rest now ==
teeeeeeeeeeeeensiooooooooooooon nah D:
and stress =o=
everytime thinking bout college then i'll felt stress :\
cause mom hope us to be successful -.=
but i scare i cant handle well :\
yea im interested D:
but i scare i changed my mind after taking that course only :\
wont de gua =o=
me likey computer damn much =o=
somemore arts me also likey o.O
then design de also kinda interested o.O
somemore own DSLR capture picture like that ..
not bad mar very fun mar :D
hopefully i wont change my mind and dun be lazy :\
不想浪费妈妈的心机还金钱 :\
scare i'll waste one wira just like that =o=
that course 50k++
but main thing is dunwanna 辜负妈妈对我的期望 :\
用心的玩 D:
i mean 用心的读 D:
then later earn more more money 孝顺 back mommy D:

hmmmm -.=
想到过后的日子就真的很想哭 ==
work at cousin there :\
no friends :(
then needa effort costly broadband fee =.=
mainthing also no friends la :(
cant crazy together with my friends :(
没有朋友的日子很难过 :(
then CNY back home :O
stay at Kuantan and CNY for da 1st time :\
long time no like that dy ==
before every year also over seas de D:
yerrrrrrrrrr ISTANBUL ahhhhhhhhh! T_T
after CNY back Jerantut work again ..
after work for months then college ..
stay in a cage :(
not cage la =o=
prison :(
even a prison room also bigger i guess ==
seriously lo ==
then start a new life at there =o=
can think but cant even imagine -o=
hmmmm ==
slowly pic by pic will diary at my pic diary later =o=
我拭目以待 -o=
make it interesting please :(
somemore like i expected that good can mar :\
expect much leh :\

kay bah =o=
1:46a.m. dy -o=
bit dizzy =o=
off and sms with her :x
suddenly wake up then cant fall back asleep wor =o=
nvm =o=
entertain and accompany you is my entertainment :P
whos that D:
ohh =o=
my stomach =o=
singing -o=
though who =o= lol
starving la :O
supper 1st :d
buai! :)

CANT WAIT TO INSTALL NBA 2k11 TO MY LAPTOP !!! x)

hmmhmm 人 :\
haizzz ...
我, 很自卑
想不开
trying to cherish what i have now ..
cherishing already ..
but i still expecting much :\
dream :\
sometimes i really hope my parents likes to spent much ==
dun understand ==
又不是...
haizz ==
算 ==
maybe im still such immature to think so ..
but hey :\
imma teenager la weh :\
我很难满足 :\
我不想的 :\
可是真的, 我很自卑 :\

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